I always played so many roles.
My heart could never lie.
Not even if I tried.
It was fragile.
Like a piece of glass.
One tiny crack is all that it took.
I was weak.
For a gentle touch.
I never could say no.
I craved to be soft.
Even though I was always so rough.
I just wanted to be seen.
Past all the guards I had put up.
Around my heart.
I could take a lot.
But when I felt I was all in.
No way to protect.
I was in and no way to deny.
I couldn’t hide.
My ankles would get weak.
My heart would skip beats.
My face would turn blush.
I’d giggle like some silly girl.
Only for another to see me stutter.
Stumbling on my words.
Trying to hide behind my hair.
Always the coy girl, I couldn’t help but be naive at times.
I’d crush on the language one would speak.
Getting that rush of infatuation.
All as my mind would go into a land of fantasy.
Reminding myself.
That I am still just a girl who still dreams.
©️ Camillion